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hi! um ok so this is my very first blog post!! i was told that i should get a blog by my loverly friend mary. and my friends brittany and marissa are on here too, so hey, that's cool too :)
this is only my first post so don't think this is how i always write. cause it's gonna be pretty sucky at first.
so i'm a loser who has good taste in music, tv shows, movies, all that pop culture fun stuff...but not books. ok, maybe to my 12 year old niece who as far as i know doesn't exist, because i love, love, love those dinky, corny teen romance novels. and at least 3 of the ones i've read involve some girl having a blog. and the most recent one was about a girl from england who had a blog. and it was really cool. sure most of it was about stupid, petty, teen drama (why would i need to read a book about something that i live with? i have no idea...) but what i eventually got from it was that in the girls' blog, she spilled her heart without going overboard or sounding too mushy. she gave up her secrets without them being the deep dark secrets. so that's kind of what i'm here to do.
i also go on major tangents. one second i'm talking about pizza, the next (no kidding, it happens that fast) i'm talking about taye diggs. don't get me wrong, i love both. so that's also what i'm here to do. go on tangents. it WILL happen. i promise *crosses heart*
so here are some quick facts you need to know about angela, because i might mention them quite a bit (that's my real name, it's not daisiebelle. i liked daisiebelle because i love daisies and i love tinkerbelle. not bells, just tinkerbelle) :
~i love Broadway and Disney. seriously, that's what i might name my kids. i'm totally kidding. it's not just Broadway, which is my love, it's theater. anything theater. right now i'm student director for my school's production of Hello Dolly, and i absolutely love it. and i would love being onstage too. it's my passion. i am one of the few that will admit i'm a better actor then i am a singer. i love to sing and i have a good singing voice, but acting is what i'm great at, and what i put my heart into. i love it. and it's annoying sometimes because being in a high school that's known for their musicals and all, actually being known for something other than your voice is hard. but i'm trying. as for Disney...my family goes every year. to either disneyland (california) or disney world (florida). the automatic response is always, "well then are you rich?" no i'm not. that's just what my family does. because sadly, even when i'm 85, a trip to the Bahamas is still not going to sound as good as a rousing trip on space mountain. and i also want to work with disney. but i'll probably get into detail with all that soon.
~my little brother is autistic. i'm only saying that because if i mention he's 11 years old and he has sesame street on in the background in the same paragraph, you might get confused. he's actually pretty high functioning, but he acts a few years younger, and can't carry on a "normal" conversation. either way, he's the coolest, sweetest kid in the world, and i love him to death.
~i'm not too happy with my appearance. at all. i am...curvaceous? or overweight (not REALLY, just kinda) as the blunt put it. but people who say they're curvaceous are usually ok with being that weight. i'm really not. i even hate to talk about it with my own friends. honestly, i can't say i've kept a conversation going that was about my weight for more than a minute. honestly, it sucks. but i really want to, and i'm trying REALLY HARD to drop the weight. soon. hopefully really soon. i always say my deadline is by junior day in may. i don't want to lose all of it by then, just a significant amount. and prom next june is my target for "all gone". i bet i could do that part sooner, but i just want to wear a pretty dress. that's all i care about. i'll take an ugly ass date, i just want to look pretty in my dress! i take that back actually, i want a cute date :)
i think that's it about things you need to know about me going into this. anything else? i don't think so. um...my parents are interracial. is that even important? well anyway, my mom's white, and my dad is puerto rican and cuban. he has dark skin though, so people think they're white and black, but it's a bit more technical than that. technical, wow. my parents are secretly computers. dell. i like dell better than apple.
oh, and the title of this blog, spill my heart over a page is from a 3 doors down song. to be honest, i only like two of 3 doors down's songs, and this isn't one of them. actually i don't even know if this is the song title or a lyric, but i found it on a google search...so no it's my blog title! but i will probably never end up being as deep and brooding as the title implies.
so thanks for reading or getting bored and reading only some of it. either way, i applaud you for trying. i swear this will get more interesting. but i'm exhausted after being at rehearsal for so long, so...bye!!!