hello. so i'm gonna make this quick (and probably confusing, because it's gonna be so short) because 6th period's over in like, 5 minutes. i'm at school, in case you didn't know. it's boring. and i hate feeling like i'm getting picked on, even though it really doesn't matter. i hate that when you're not friends with them or well...doing them, guys ignore you or treat you like crap. maybe it's just me, i dunno. i don't want certain stupid idiotic people to like me because they're not worth it. but it sucks being the wallflower. maybe it's cause i don't WANT to say anything. cause once again, it's not really worth it. but anyway. i hate that there's this girl who is a little chubby but not really, and the guys in one of my classes have to tear her apart and say nasty shit. i honestly have no idea why. but not all guys are like that...just a lot of them. it's awesome that not all guys are asses, but when you find one who isn't, it's like god or whoever is rubbing his hands together and saying, "i'm going to make this as tricky as possible for Angela! *cue evil laugh*"
on another note, i can't wait to go to college. or like, even if college didn't exist, and people were just done with high school and then they just moved on or whatevs, i still wouldn't care. i just want to leave my town. and the people who make up the majority of my town. if i was living alone here, or at least with my parents and my brother (and my grandma...she can come to my private "we're the only people in this town party" cause she's cool. oh, and my dog. cause she's just friggin' adorable) then i probs wouldn't be too bummed out. because honestly, i do get along pretty well with the fam. which leads me to the fact that i'll probably still be living at home my freshman year whle i'm at *crosses fingers* Purchase. but that's fine. as long as i'm not in high school. then i'll be happy as a clam...which doesn't make sense because do we know if clams actually get happy? ah well, whatever floats our boats.
i was watching Laguna Beach yesterday on my iPod. re-runs, obviously. it was season 1, so it wasn't completely established yet. but it was still pretty good. i was trying to imagine a laguna beach type show for my school and town. my god, that would be unbeliveably boring. you would think it wouldn't, because it seems that there's so much stupid stuff going on that resembles drama, just like the show. but maybe it could be a short on tv or something. because LB is 30 minutes long. and each season lasted like, 6 weeks. i think we could so a little 5 minute slot between shows on MTV. fyi, i'm totally kidding. it's not like i'm gonna go pitch this to anyone anytime soon.
so now i'm bored, that's why i'm basically writing crap. i have *checks invisble watch, and realizes that i have a freckle on my wrist, which could make for several conversation starters about it being 'half past freckle' but i also realize that would probably make people think i was screwed up...so anyway* 5 minutes left, and i still have to go talk to a teacher about something. so i have to scadaddle. but i will pick up where i left off for my next post, because i still have a lot of more interesting things to talk about. i think when i'm in school my mind turns to mush, that's why this post is so boring. isn't that the opposite of what's supposed to happen?
*daisiebelle*
Friday, February 13, 2009
Wednesday, February 4, 2009
hmmm.....
hi! um ok so this is my very first blog post!! i was told that i should get a blog by my loverly friend mary. and my friends brittany and marissa are on here too, so hey, that's cool too :)
this is only my first post so don't think this is how i always write. cause it's gonna be pretty sucky at first.
so i'm a loser who has good taste in music, tv shows, movies, all that pop culture fun stuff...but not books. ok, maybe to my 12 year old niece who as far as i know doesn't exist, because i love, love, love those dinky, corny teen romance novels. and at least 3 of the ones i've read involve some girl having a blog. and the most recent one was about a girl from england who had a blog. and it was really cool. sure most of it was about stupid, petty, teen drama (why would i need to read a book about something that i live with? i have no idea...) but what i eventually got from it was that in the girls' blog, she spilled her heart without going overboard or sounding too mushy. she gave up her secrets without them being the deep dark secrets. so that's kind of what i'm here to do.
i also go on major tangents. one second i'm talking about pizza, the next (no kidding, it happens that fast) i'm talking about taye diggs. don't get me wrong, i love both. so that's also what i'm here to do. go on tangents. it WILL happen. i promise *crosses heart*
so here are some quick facts you need to know about angela, because i might mention them quite a bit (that's my real name, it's not daisiebelle. i liked daisiebelle because i love daisies and i love tinkerbelle. not bells, just tinkerbelle) :
~i love Broadway and Disney. seriously, that's what i might name my kids. i'm totally kidding. it's not just Broadway, which is my love, it's theater. anything theater. right now i'm student director for my school's production of Hello Dolly, and i absolutely love it. and i would love being onstage too. it's my passion. i am one of the few that will admit i'm a better actor then i am a singer. i love to sing and i have a good singing voice, but acting is what i'm great at, and what i put my heart into. i love it. and it's annoying sometimes because being in a high school that's known for their musicals and all, actually being known for something other than your voice is hard. but i'm trying. as for Disney...my family goes every year. to either disneyland (california) or disney world (florida). the automatic response is always, "well then are you rich?" no i'm not. that's just what my family does. because sadly, even when i'm 85, a trip to the Bahamas is still not going to sound as good as a rousing trip on space mountain. and i also want to work with disney. but i'll probably get into detail with all that soon.
~my little brother is autistic. i'm only saying that because if i mention he's 11 years old and he has sesame street on in the background in the same paragraph, you might get confused. he's actually pretty high functioning, but he acts a few years younger, and can't carry on a "normal" conversation. either way, he's the coolest, sweetest kid in the world, and i love him to death.
~i'm not too happy with my appearance. at all. i am...curvaceous? or overweight (not REALLY, just kinda) as the blunt put it. but people who say they're curvaceous are usually ok with being that weight. i'm really not. i even hate to talk about it with my own friends. honestly, i can't say i've kept a conversation going that was about my weight for more than a minute. honestly, it sucks. but i really want to, and i'm trying REALLY HARD to drop the weight. soon. hopefully really soon. i always say my deadline is by junior day in may. i don't want to lose all of it by then, just a significant amount. and prom next june is my target for "all gone". i bet i could do that part sooner, but i just want to wear a pretty dress. that's all i care about. i'll take an ugly ass date, i just want to look pretty in my dress! i take that back actually, i want a cute date :)
i think that's it about things you need to know about me going into this. anything else? i don't think so. um...my parents are interracial. is that even important? well anyway, my mom's white, and my dad is puerto rican and cuban. he has dark skin though, so people think they're white and black, but it's a bit more technical than that. technical, wow. my parents are secretly computers. dell. i like dell better than apple.
oh, and the title of this blog, spill my heart over a page is from a 3 doors down song. to be honest, i only like two of 3 doors down's songs, and this isn't one of them. actually i don't even know if this is the song title or a lyric, but i found it on a google search...so no it's my blog title! but i will probably never end up being as deep and brooding as the title implies.
so thanks for reading or getting bored and reading only some of it. either way, i applaud you for trying. i swear this will get more interesting. but i'm exhausted after being at rehearsal for so long, so...bye!!!
this is only my first post so don't think this is how i always write. cause it's gonna be pretty sucky at first.
so i'm a loser who has good taste in music, tv shows, movies, all that pop culture fun stuff...but not books. ok, maybe to my 12 year old niece who as far as i know doesn't exist, because i love, love, love those dinky, corny teen romance novels. and at least 3 of the ones i've read involve some girl having a blog. and the most recent one was about a girl from england who had a blog. and it was really cool. sure most of it was about stupid, petty, teen drama (why would i need to read a book about something that i live with? i have no idea...) but what i eventually got from it was that in the girls' blog, she spilled her heart without going overboard or sounding too mushy. she gave up her secrets without them being the deep dark secrets. so that's kind of what i'm here to do.
i also go on major tangents. one second i'm talking about pizza, the next (no kidding, it happens that fast) i'm talking about taye diggs. don't get me wrong, i love both. so that's also what i'm here to do. go on tangents. it WILL happen. i promise *crosses heart*
so here are some quick facts you need to know about angela, because i might mention them quite a bit (that's my real name, it's not daisiebelle. i liked daisiebelle because i love daisies and i love tinkerbelle. not bells, just tinkerbelle) :
~i love Broadway and Disney. seriously, that's what i might name my kids. i'm totally kidding. it's not just Broadway, which is my love, it's theater. anything theater. right now i'm student director for my school's production of Hello Dolly, and i absolutely love it. and i would love being onstage too. it's my passion. i am one of the few that will admit i'm a better actor then i am a singer. i love to sing and i have a good singing voice, but acting is what i'm great at, and what i put my heart into. i love it. and it's annoying sometimes because being in a high school that's known for their musicals and all, actually being known for something other than your voice is hard. but i'm trying. as for Disney...my family goes every year. to either disneyland (california) or disney world (florida). the automatic response is always, "well then are you rich?" no i'm not. that's just what my family does. because sadly, even when i'm 85, a trip to the Bahamas is still not going to sound as good as a rousing trip on space mountain. and i also want to work with disney. but i'll probably get into detail with all that soon.
~my little brother is autistic. i'm only saying that because if i mention he's 11 years old and he has sesame street on in the background in the same paragraph, you might get confused. he's actually pretty high functioning, but he acts a few years younger, and can't carry on a "normal" conversation. either way, he's the coolest, sweetest kid in the world, and i love him to death.
~i'm not too happy with my appearance. at all. i am...curvaceous? or overweight (not REALLY, just kinda) as the blunt put it. but people who say they're curvaceous are usually ok with being that weight. i'm really not. i even hate to talk about it with my own friends. honestly, i can't say i've kept a conversation going that was about my weight for more than a minute. honestly, it sucks. but i really want to, and i'm trying REALLY HARD to drop the weight. soon. hopefully really soon. i always say my deadline is by junior day in may. i don't want to lose all of it by then, just a significant amount. and prom next june is my target for "all gone". i bet i could do that part sooner, but i just want to wear a pretty dress. that's all i care about. i'll take an ugly ass date, i just want to look pretty in my dress! i take that back actually, i want a cute date :)
i think that's it about things you need to know about me going into this. anything else? i don't think so. um...my parents are interracial. is that even important? well anyway, my mom's white, and my dad is puerto rican and cuban. he has dark skin though, so people think they're white and black, but it's a bit more technical than that. technical, wow. my parents are secretly computers. dell. i like dell better than apple.
oh, and the title of this blog, spill my heart over a page is from a 3 doors down song. to be honest, i only like two of 3 doors down's songs, and this isn't one of them. actually i don't even know if this is the song title or a lyric, but i found it on a google search...so no it's my blog title! but i will probably never end up being as deep and brooding as the title implies.
so thanks for reading or getting bored and reading only some of it. either way, i applaud you for trying. i swear this will get more interesting. but i'm exhausted after being at rehearsal for so long, so...bye!!!
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